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ment. Every instant is worth appreciating, it’s awesome and
unique. Even having reached something desired, you re-
main unhappy; instead of being satisfied and enjoying, you
are rushing for something else. “ I wish it were as soon as
possible” – that’s your motto.
Each instant has its own time, all the rest is just your
senses. Strictly speaking, time doesn’t exist; there are just
instants of life given to you to know and be privileged to see
and feel as well as to get vital force, enriching your immor-
tal, in other words - your soul. And you can’t help hurrying,
as if at the final moment you’re going not to tear loose your
body but get a sensual prize…’
‘Oh, Snezhik, dear, it gets me. I just mean I’m bored with
winter and look forward to having warm days.’
‘And then you’ll be bored with summer, feeling sick and
tired of heat. After that you’ll be dying for cool, then for snow.
A non-stop process. Where do you keep it, the restless hur-
ried fussiness that prevents you from seeing and sensing life
as it is at its any possible minute? You force time until you re-
alize you are not as quick as you used to be and all the mirrors
distort the reality so that you saw everything wrong. Then
comes the day to plead time to slow and pray for it not to fly.
But you don’t have a prayer. Nobody to talk into. Live here
and now. Experience feelings, be happy and enjoy life. You
think what matters here is your money or your night make
up? Or wonder if he loves you or you see the back of him?
It makes no sense. No sense for Eternity. Are you in love? Be
there then; never think of the price or the pay back to you,
don’t check the small change. Learn how to be your best, have

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